so today (or yesterday i can’t really remember) a friend i worked with asked me if everything was ok.  he said i seemed “po’ed” this week.  i shrugged it off, saying, “oh really?!  no i’m fine…”

seriously i thought i was. monday was kind of rough and there were some tough spots yesterday, but no more than usual.

but then i was watching my story from today, and i do look kinda po’ed! it’s true! this has happened to me before. without realizing it, i look like i’m glaring at the camera. no one wants to watch a glarer!

so it makes me wonder. what am i upset about? my heart has indeed felt heavy the past few days.

we worked a terrible fatal accident on monday. a local elementary school principal was killed in the wreck, her 7-yr-old grandson injured and in the hospital. he’s stable now, but still. then an acquaintance of mine (g-he was at the st. patty’s day parade, the guy who was talking to us for a long time in the back of the crowd) was in a bad accident last weekend and is in icu with potential brain damage.

stuff like that. these things usually don’t bother me too much, but for some reason it’s taken a bit of a toll. i’ve even been running a lot this week which usually helps, but i guess these things are weighing on me.

there’s a friend who lives far away i’ve been trying to see too and it’s been tough meeting up.

all that to say, i’m really not down in the dumps! i do have a 3 day weekend, so i think it will help. clear the mind a little.

it sounds so whiney complain-y! but if you know me, you know i’m usually pretty easy going, genuinely relaxed and happy.

one more note: i’ve been buying jon foreman’s eps on each of the seasons. spring just came out…it’s really good! there’s a song called ‘your love is strong.’ it’s kind of like the lord’s prayer set to song. sort of. so even in this odd-state of a week, that song has really spoken to me! go check it out.